Journal Entry 4

March 2, 2026

There are a lot of things I fear of. The dark. Falling down in front of important people. Losing people I love and not even realizing that it's my doing.

Now, let me preface with the fact that I don't want to create a victim complexe in any capacity. I think I mess up and loom on it for a long time (maybe even to an extremely unhealthy degree).

No one really needs to know what goes on in my brain... It's not their fault-- it's my own doing, you know?

There's a lot that goes on in my stupid little brain. Sometimes I don't even know where to start.