Ladybugs keep showing up, both in my physical life and spiritual life. A bit of research shows me that they represent a few things. Protection. Abundance. Probably-- I just kind of made that last one up. But good luck and love are some of the things! I don't know in what capacity, but I think it's always when they show up around people I love. The other day, while I was walking down the stairs with Chrys of our new home, like seven of them just appeared on our steps.
As I sit on top of the lighthouse by the Aquarium, I sometimes fear I love a little... too hard? Maybe I love on such a deep level, it can freak some people out? I'm learning to love without bounds, while still loving and caring for myself.
I pulled the Queen of Pentacles for myself earlier and it spoke about nurturing and loving, if not others, but also yourself. I've come a long way and I know that I could not have done with without a lot of growing pains. Whoah.
Don't be afraid to show your love to others. The one who appreciate it will stick around and the ones who think it's too much will see themselves out. The ones who want to learn and understand you will make attempts to understand where you are coming from. How beautiful is that? To experience a love where you are not limited and only yearn to be understood.
I hope my love to others will showcause in the purest ways and will attract those who it needs to find. I'm loving myself and nurturing myself, so therefore my over-abundance will go to those who may want to experience it, too.
I'm learning that I am not too much-- I am exactly the amount I am supposed to be. I could actually grow out to be a lot more! Friendships and relationships out to grow- so why not my own relationship with myself, too? Is my relationship with myself not as important?